“Why”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
9/17/13 6:00 am pdt
When faced with the question of why
I am prompted to answer why not?
We’re naive until we’re enlightened
Possibility is all that we’ve got
I am personal lonesome but willing
To talk and to reason without quarrel
But I’m old, and forgotten, nattering
Hiding nuts, a grey garrulous squirrel
I ponder humanity’s questions
And I suffer for humanity’s fate
Have the wheels of questioning stopped?
Sometimes I think it’s too late
Why not halt before rash actions harm us?
Why not reason instead of rampage?
Why not seek to get help cause it’s out here?
E’en as it seems we’re in a dark age
It’s the young who are killing their elders
It’s the young who don’t know what to do
Will I hide in my tree with my nut hordes?
Until I’m felled by projectiles too?
There are millions of options and answers
But why won’t the troubled listen?
Why not discussion instead of destruction
As fresh blood seems always to glisten?
When faced with the question of why
I am prompted to answer why not?
I shed tears for humanity yet again and again
But those tears are not all that I’ve got
Please hear me, oh troublesome youth
Please listen to jabbered discourse
I may be old and in the way
But perhaps long ago I followed your course
I’ve been angry and pushed to the limit
I have thought about ending this life
Enlightenment tells me that’s just wrong
Why not pause before beginning this strife?
It’s never too late until it is, friends
Cries the squirrel from up in his tree
I pray it’s not too late for humanity
I hope it’s not too late for you or for me.
“War Time All The Time”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
11/6/09 9:38a.m. pst
What are we always fighting for?
Why do we have to go to war?
If wishes were horses, then soldiers would ride
shedding their helmets, no arms by their side
The brave join to guard us, to stand tall and proud
They don’t want to harm, but to shout freedom loud
Why can’t discussion replace fighting words
Why can’t our leaders keep watch o’er their herds
What are we always fighting for?
Why do we have to go to war?
If soldiers weren’t needed, then peace would reign nigh
We’d all love our brethren, and no one would die
The senseless is useless always for all time
People are angry, this is such a crime
Why can’t we tolerate those who don’t agree
What does this say about us throughout history?
What are we always fighting for?
Why do we have to go to war?
If war were abolished by worldwide decree
Then innocent people like you and like me
would not need to ask questions, about death and life
and suddenly hope would replace deadly strife
Why can’t we love instead of hate
But maybe this just isn’t humankind’s fate
What are we always fighting for?
Why do we have to go to war?
VIII “Social Networking Menace”
(part of the Cycle of Abuse)
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
10/05/09 6:15 a.m. pdt
Only fourteen
and frightened constantly
Father left when he was seven
Mother drinks, and seldom comes home
Sis and bro are little, and get in the way
Sitter is no help, always texting
Only fourteen
and upset at the world
Video world awaits after school
(on those days when he attends)
He’s king of the old PS2
Grand Theft Auto, Final Fantasy, Ultimate Ninja, Mortal Kombat
Lost in places where he kills his fright
Where upsetting images
replace upsetting times
Mother is yelling about something
Always yelling, or passed out
in front of the TV
The video screen in his room is blank
The PS2 is old stuff
He’s bored, and mad, and pissed off
Sis and bro are making noise
Mother is yelling
Got to get out of here
Family PC is in the den,
sitting unused for a while
Internet access is active
and Sitter sometimes uses it
(when she’s not texting)
Halo can be played on the PC
but it stalls a lot, and it’s old
Only fourteen
but internet savvy, and primed for
a dog to kick online
Internet world awaits after school
(on those days when he attends)
He trolls the social networks
As xKillerx or slicemup or whatareyoustaringat
He’s not afraid anymore
hating, and hacking, and trolling, and berating
spamming, and commenting, spreading vitriol
Nobody’s safe
Not the writers, nor the commentators
The musicians, the instigators,
They’re all fodder for his
stifled imagination
and spiteful online ways
Nobody knows his age
Nobody knows his pain
Everybody hates his rage
Everybody hates his disdain
He’s the ultimateninja452
hacking into the peaceful lives of all
on the network
His profile pic is scary
And his comments are known
throughout cyberspace
He’s feared, and loathed
and he loves it
Only fourteen
and already a
menace to online society
Years pass
in an abusive world
where he is king
Mother finally stops yelling
and maybe passes out for good
Sis and bro are taken away
somewhere, but he hardly cares
When the plug is pulled
he goes out the door
and into the dark night
of happenstance
“Peace A Chance”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
1970 (16 years old)
March for a flower
Blossoming in a pasture
Shoot for a bluebird
Flying through the trees
Stop for an hour
Admiring the mink’s fur
Speak for a true word
Bending troubled knees
Where do the bullets go
Streaming through the stale air
Why do the people die
Falling in the mud
Listen to the wind blow
Turn to them who care
America under sky
Where our fathers trod
Why are there enemies
Why is there war
Why is there garbage
Why strife above
Why not intimacies
Why not care
Why not a new age
Why not love
BEHIND THE POETRY: It seems like I’ve been writing about peace, troubled people, and asking the same questions since I began writing poetry. My latest, simply titled “Why” was inspired by the carnage in the Washington D.C. Navy yard yesterday. A line from the news feeds really stood out to me. The shooter was in his early 30s, and his victims were in their late 40s to early 70s. He possibly didn’t care who he killed. He was young, angry, and simply careless. My initial thoughts, as always are directed to the terrible demons which must have haunted him, and must haunt any human being who dares to play God’s Executioner, spreading his own fire and brimstone across the sullen path of human destruction. I would hope someday I can simply stop writing these kinds of poems, which for me, attempt to make sense of the senseless, until perhaps I too, and you, and you, are felled in our lifetime’s tracks by the stray bullets coming from some troubled felllow human’s rage and anger. Michael F. Nyiri, poet, philosopher, fool
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