January 20, 2005
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Faraway: A Presentation Poetry Piece
One of the saddest things about making "internet connections" is that for some reason, each internet connection turns into an internet disconnection after a time, for whatever reason. Some people actually meet, fall in love, and get married after "meeting" on the internet, but I have lost so many people, even though my email address seldom changes, and a search for my name, which is my "real" name, will always turn up a link or two to AllThingsMike, my personal website. Of all the people I have "met" and "lost", one has always stood out for me, and that is Julia, who came from the African country of Tanzania. She "found" me through one of my internet "lovesearches" back in 2001, and we corresponded for about six months. In that time, we exchanged photos, and I wrote her poetry. She was poor, and did not have a computer, but worked in the offices of a diamond mine, and used their computer for her correspondence. I was thinking about her yesterday at length for some reason. Her last correspondence to me, back in 2001, was that her supervisor had attempted to rape her, and I would surmise she left her employment in the diamond mine after that incident, and lost her computer access. I never heard from her again. The photos on this post were taken by Julia in Tanzania, which is where Mt. Kilamanjaro and the Serengeti plain is located. Believe it or not, I have dreamed of this area, and believe I have been there in another life. The area is where it is widely accepted that mankind began his journey on the Earth. Below the first photo is the poem, "Faraway", I wrote for Julia in 2001, and below the photo of the lions is the translation to Swahili, which was Julia's native language in her country. Here's to you, my sweet Julia, wherever you are, and whatever you're doing. I think of you often.
Farawaypoetry by Michael F. Nyiri7/1/014:55 amIs love near to my heart or is love faraway?Nestled within the harbor of my soulOr simply around the world at play.Can feelings be nearOr must they be faraway?The answers aren't in the skyNor in the earth, nor in the chirping cryOf the birds outside, singing in their treeIs love heard on the wind?I won't ask why.I think of emotionsNo one can fill every soulI think of a smiling face for meI see a rich valley, and hear wonderful soundsAnd the emotion fillsRound and round and round.The animals live in my sight and my mindThe view from the eyes of my soulRetreats into the distanceBut a few words bring me closeAnd is love faraway calling me?MBALI SANAJe mapenzi yako karibu na moyo wangu au mapenzi yako mbali?yamenaswa yametulizwa katika baandani ya roho yangu.Au kuzunguka dunia kama mchezoHisia inaweza zikawa karibuAu lazima ziwe mbali sana?Majibu hayako kwenye mawinguAu duniani , au kwenye mlio wa ndege njewakiimba kwenye miti yaoje mapenzi yanasikika kwenye upepo?sitajauliza ni kwanini.Nina fikiria hisia kali.Hakuna anayeweza roho zote.Ninafikiria tabasamu ya uso kwa ajili yangu.Naona bonde la utajiri na sauti nzuriNa hisia zinajaa.Kuzunguka na kuzunguka na kuzungukaWanyama manakaa kwenye eneo langu na akili yangu.mtazamo kutoka kwenye macho ya roho yanguinatoweka taratibu kwa mbalilakini maneno machache yananileta karibuna je mapenzi kwa mbali yananiita?
GLOSSARY:
SHAHIRI-poem MBALI SANA-Faraway NAAZA -i begin MAPENZI-love
MOYO WANGU- My heart YAMENASWA- nestled BANDAANI- harbour
KUZUNGUKA- round and round DUNIA- World MCHEZO - play
HISIA - feelings KARIBU- Near LAZIMA - must MAJIBU-Answers
MAWINGU-sky NJE - outside NDENGE- birds
WAKIIMBA- singing MITI- trees KUSIKIKA- Heard
UPEPO- Winds KWANINI- why FIKIRIA- think
ROHO-soul TABASAMU-smile USO - Face
NAONA - i can see BONDE- Valley
UTAJIRI- richness (TAJIRI- Rich) WANYAMA- Animals
WANAISHI-live MTAZAMO- View MACHO- eyes
LAKINI- but MANENO: words.
Comments (6)
:sunny:Wow! You've probably heard it millions of times, but you write so beautifully... Saddens me about your Julia though... Hopefully she is doing well and I'm sure she thinks of you also.
wow Mike
such emotionality in your words here
I am not sure bit once before you share with us something of
this lost person to you.She must have been rather special to you.
I adore your words...still
:love:
Lovely poem and tribute. Maybe you will hear from her soon.
you sound so sad ... i'm sure she'll rcv the loving energy of your thoughts and will think of you too.
ask the angels mike - they can help her find a way to let you know she's ok and still thinks of you.
but they cant just do what they think is good for you, you know what you need right now, whats good for you,
so ask them for help and they will provide it. i promise.
you write beautifully!
i have thought about this too much, and i (sort) of think that internet connections are somewhat akin to spiritual connections. there is no body, there are only words, thought if you will, and that the (internet) communication we have with each other is somehow more pure (for lack of a better word), because it is mind to mind, not eye to eye.
so you have a soul tie with this woman and you can't find her.
i've been looking for a woman on the net that i knew in 1975. Victoria by name.
...so i know how that hurts.
The Officer took her home and fed her with a eye dropper and then gave her to us.