August 26, 2005
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Poetry From 2004 + a new one written this morning
“Disaster: A Reality Show”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
© January 16th, 2004 7:29 p.m. pst
Arcane Wisdom heralded doom,
Falling into pits of hellish random violence
Burning flesh and retribution reach.
Man didn’t learn though.
Arcane wisdom failed to teach
Him, and dark ages fell
Even spiritual redemption failed to tell
Him what he always knew but never realized.
He survived countless wars,
If he didn’t get himself killed
He dominated the earth, and collected the prize
The cost was too much,
Religion, Trade,
Wars and Technology
Caused much pain in the end, not to man but
To Mother Earth
Now News shows tell us night and day
Someone shot somebody else
Somebody blew themselves up in a bus station
Mad Cows are everywhere
The terror alert is on orange
The killer bees are coming
Nothing we eat is safe
The ozone layer is almost gone
The plankton are dying and the seas are rising
The eskimos are perishing of radiation poisoning
And we’re all going to die
As usual
“The Website “
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
© January 22th, 2004 7:55 p.m. pst
Gasp, the
URL
triggered…..ad pop-ups for a domain name seller????
it was gone…
a universe in wondered verse
and sights to see so stellar….
In the blink of an eye one dies,
But art should never disappear.
And creativity should never have a seller
In an age when Homestead sells photo storage
And journalists all have personal blogs online
Where souls have tried to communicate across
the abyss of planetary vastness through
the communication links of the great internetal community,
Only to have to see their “digital lifework”go offline….
Gasp, I can’t still believe it’s so…
A treasure, a family’s memories, memories of
lost loved ones, and of fulfilling times
A treasure shared by many including me.
It’s like a house I used to visit many times
Has been knocked down….
And a hole is left
Where a whole lot of love used to be.
For Sheryl
“Typewriter with Pictures”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
© Sunday, February 22nd, 2004 4:45 a.m. pst
It always happens the same way,
No matter whether with a pen, or whether with a keyboard
Sometimes the words will out with ease,
And the couplets release on their own, if you please
Sometimes the words would get stuck in the mind
And the pen would choke leaving inspiration behind
As I conjure up the typewriter with pictures
Now it’s a little bit different
The poetry happens in notepad these days
A benificent typewriter overlaid
On a wondrous portal sending memories to heaven
And somewhat hopefully satisfying the
dreams of the masses as they worship
In the bower of electronic kinship
The words are now blinks on a screen
All the thoughts, words, wishes, dreams and desires.
Words on the screen can be moved around with ease
Stanzas “inserted” or thoughts removed with delete keys
But behind the wall of the light green page
Another window shows me the mind of ev’ry internet sage
As I conjure up the typewriter with pictures
I sometimes feel like a god
Overseeing the creations and the responses
Eternity’s future laid out before me
On a wondrous portal sending memories to heaven
And somewhat hopefully becoming the
Conduit through with which understanding
Shall finally join the brethren into banding
To create on the typewriter with pictures
To worship through the typewriter with pictures
To see the thoughts as they are thought
And to move them all around in cyberspace
Wouldst that only man would realize his fate
And look into the typewriter with pictures
Before it’s too late
And realize through this he might
look into humanity’s face
“Where Jesus Walks”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
© April 5th , 2004 8:54 p.m. pdt
I read the news again today
Snapshots of a world gone astray
Lost and lonely pleas for sanity
Overstuffed political vanity
Gruesome images
And terrible words
Insane retribution
Completely absurd
It’s all too much, too overbearing
Has humanity lost the need for caring?
I seem to have read the same news before
Calamitous carnage, seared through the core
Will Jesus be welcome when he returns?
Will he witness strife as mankind burns?
Peace be with my savior
As I offer my hand
For I don’t have any answers
But I’ve got to make a stand
Where Jesus Walks we must be aware
We must have a heart, and we must truly care
Where Jesus Walks is a world torn apart
A world needing hope,
A world shaking new start.
I read the news again today
Where Jesus Walks the lambs and lions play
“Existential Depression”
Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
© Friday, August 26, 2005 4:40 a.m. pdt
It used to be hard
now is it easy
?
Memorials, testimonials, territorial comeuppance
Peacemeal settings unsubstantiated
The spinning globe gets a hiccup
hundreds of thousands perish
as it is ever shall it be
and God forgive a wretch like me
the days portend
or do they only pretend
?
Slippages in time’s ever changing ritual
Burning ashes washing clean
My poor planet aches incredible
people carry on wholesale
as it was can it survive
willing history dead or alive
It used to be hard
now I succumb daily
yes
newsprint on the hands
dripping like broken bloodvessels
into the ether of existence
cry to Heaven with a purpose
open mouthed and ready
for
existential
depression
to
depart
but
never does the
ecstasy
and fullness
start
It used to be hard
now it is easy
?
?
too easy to shed
an ocean for humanity
again
BEHIND THE POETRY: 1.”Disaster: A Reality Show” is one of a series of “political” poems I wrote in 2003 and 2004 detailing the rapid slide of mankind throughout history, and the title refers of course to the “ultimate reality show” which plays out for us each and every day. The conclusion, “And we’re all going to die, as usual” is not meant as a depressing coda. Death is the doorway to the Universal Mind, and the “answer” to the “question” of life. The “disaster” is what mankind does to his planet while living here in the corporeal realm. 2. “The Website”. I “met” Sheryl and her husband online in 1999 when I entered the “ElectricPoetry” website in “The Site Fights” competition. She had a wonderful family website. Her husband died of a brain aneurism at age 37, prompting my poem, “SoulGrief” which I post in comments on Xanga blogs when someone blogs about a death in the family. Even after her hubby died, her website lived on, but one day the money ran out, she couldn’t afford the maintenance of the site, I went to “visit” one day and the site was gone, prompting the poem. 3. “Typewriter with Pictures” is my euphemism for the computer, and this poem deals with a lot of my current themes of interaction with the global community, and perhaps the straightening up of mass global society through truth and communication on the internet. 4. “Where Jesus Walks” was inspired by a viewing of Mel Gibson’s “The Passion of the Christ” in early 2004. It has appeared on this blog before, in July 2004. 5. “Existential Depression” is one I just wrote. This year I haven’t written as many poems as in 2004, when I turned out a “whopping” (for me, anyway) 58 pieces. So far this year, I have penned merely 22, including this one, although “The Cycle of Abuse” contains seven individual poems.

Comments (17)
Dear Mike:
Two poems struck me most today: “Where Jesus Walks” and “Disaster: A Reality Show.” (Where Jesus walks gave me shivers… it made me think of the “Left Behind” series by Tim LeHaye and Jerry B. Jenkins which I read with great addiction until I ran out of books! I would highly suggest this series… I do not go to church, nor have I ever, and yet these books still captivated me for 3 years!!)I think this is because of the post I made last night regarding whether or not it is selfish of me to bring a child into today’s world… it seemed almost a coincidence that you would post these two poems at the same time! The world is truly becoming such an awful place, it makers one wonder what the future holds, especially for a tiny, innocent babe just making an entrance…
I apologize for having not been around to catch up lately, but as you can well imagine, at 38 weeks pregnant I am extremely fatigued… lazy is a better word perhaps? LOL My house is clean, but certainly not as spotless as I like it… and I have to drag myself out of the house to make an appearance in public. Goodness I still only have half of my stuff packed for the hospital! My energy just seems to have disappeared into some unknown place… hopefully it will return in time for the wee fella to arrive. I imagine I will need lots of energy eh? :O)
I am just preparing for my 38 week doctor’s appt in an hour, so I must go now… I’ll return later to read through the posts I have not been keeping up with! I’ll be posting an update about the appt later on, so feel free to check in in a couple of hours to see if there is any baby news! :O)
Sincerely,
Dezz
Hi Mike,
I can’t begin to say how much I enjoyed following you into your realm of love, pain and all those unique emotions in between. You have an uncanny way with the written word as you take the reader with you on your journey of a sometime world of empty steps and borrowed time, what I often call “life.” You also write from many perspectives, as do I, which brings a multi-facted twist to how we view life…very poignant with much to ponder.
I wish you a happy day and also thanks for your visits to my blog as well. Take care my friend…chat soon.
hugs,
paulygrl
Ooops, Mike, I forgot to tell you something I have learned and as a writer you may be able to relate…
My running years have taught me that in the act of writing a recovery takes place, and in the telling the writer becomes the survivor. I know this has held true for me and perhaps for you as well, even though you are not as old as me.
sorry for the long, two posts, my forgetfulness must have been a senior moment…lolol…hugs,
paulygrl
Dear Mike,
I really enjoyed your poetry, especially “The Website” and “Where Jesus Walks”. Very descriptive. I’ll have to check out some of your older writings. I’m not the most computer-literate person so I haven’t yet to venture off the main page. I’m afraid I’ll get lost! :shysmile:
Thanks,
Suzanne
Your usual superlative poetry, Mike. I recall a couple of these, particularly “Typewriter with Pictures.” Love your poetry.
The Cycle of Abuse, those 5 are very good, Sad and true. I loved the first here, Disaster: A Reality Show.. makes me think of all the natural disasters happening , hurricanes, floods, earthquakes ect.
I liked The Website , so sad to see all that gone when you go to the url .
I wanted to ask you a question, I may be wrong , but I think I remember you saying you don’t beleive in God, and if it was you , as I read so many blogs, maybe confused, if it was you , I was wondering about all your references to Jesus. And if it was not you , I aplologize.
May I ask my daughter to post the poem you wrote on Cycle of Abuse about the cutting on her xanga? With your name ect. of course on the poem. Maybe it will help some of the cutters think . It’s rapidly growing . Some do it to feel , cope and sometimes I think it becomes an addiction of sorts. I don’t fully understand the cutters, but I know they are not to be made fun of as many do on the interent. (not you of course)
Have a nice weekend.
Peace and Love:)
Mike, today I just enjoyed coming to your Xanga and reading your poetry. I must say I did it with a lozy attitude because I thought far too much this week. I read it and just felt it…and I saw something in the rythm of your writing…the movement and resonance of the ideas. :shysmile:
“The Website” … as much as I love the technology of today and the ease of using it in the process of creation, just as one’s thoughts disappear forever with the end of life, so do the cyberthoughts disappear with the end of a hosting subscription. There is still nothing like good old pen and paper! Enjoyed reading your work, as always. Hope you are well.
i would rather have one long comment from you than have you first, second, third, or even farther down the list. i think my favorite of these is your most recent one. i like the fact that it talks about how easy it is to lose your humanity!
Dear Mr. BaldMike,
I am the owner of the Featured_Grownups site, and I started the Grownups with Content Blogring. Thank you for you comment, and the support for what we are trying to do.
We (myself and other Grownups in the blogring) understand that Featured Content has become something opposite of what it is meant to be, and decided that it was time the Grownups had a place to go to find new sites with worthwhile content, geared towards other adults.
We have had alot of success with the idea, and it is a quickly growing blogring. I also believe that the members are very dedicated to reading and commenting the sites of all the members, unlike many other blogrings that people join and then never go back to visit other members.
There really is no special way it works. There are no rules or format, and we don’t have a schedule of events. This upcoming theme, “My Hometown” was just suggested by one of the members of the ring, so we decided to try to pull it off. It’s not manditory, but the other members that have done themes with us in the past, know how much fun they are.
Stop back and visit, we’d love to hear more from you!
Sincerely,
~D~ (p8indme and Featured_Grownups)
De nada, I was just being a wiseass. And as for the comments? I’m a workblogger with too much free time (digital film editing, leaves me open for plenty of free time, and solitare just sucks ass after you’ve beaten it so many times Carl Sagan’s son owes me money for not being able to figure it out. Wow that sentence was rambly.)
I mean, I write some ‘good entries’ but I ain’t the best writer on xanga. I just try to change Featured into a better place. Or at least more interesting.
BXU certainly has a pornography for art dealing going on, I admit. But I’m not one to judge that…wait! I am.
They just put me in charge. I might have to clear out all the wannabe badass outlaws in favor of the real writers, if we’re to make a change.
Xanga politics are a cynical and wearying business. Makes me feel twice as old.
I suck at long comments late at night. F’give me.
Enjoy your poetry. Interesting perceptions. Much appreciation for sharing these!
Thanks for taking the time to read my site. I’ve added you to my protected list, there’s so much more that’s protected on my site then not. Have a great weekend, and again, thanks!
And, you’re poetry is great! Loved reading it….
~D~
thanks mike for connecting w/that story and feeling some of the hurt i was feeling from the news. joseph is one of my kids from new jersey. but the bad news is that the bloods and the peoples have inflitrated almost the entire country… and that doesn’t even speak to the new gang from latin america that is making the news or the asian gangs (who still are mostly doing asian on asian crimes and so are mostly ignored by the press). they are in the suburbs, the rural towns, and cities who have never seen much gang crime are seeing an uprise in it. they are becoming such a part of american life that when i walked into Kolh’s to buy a shirt, i saw shirts w/gangs markings on them that would get a kid killed if he wore them in the wrong part of town. ignorance is fatal here. i guess i’m over the hurt part and moved to anger part today.
Welcome!
:goodjob: :coolman: Hi,Michael,
Thanks for visiting my site! I was very exciting when I was reading your comment! Now I return and I am sure I will follow you~!
I love reading your poetry! Some of the words inspired me a lot!! Blew me out of water in fact!! But it pulled me into the reality again. I could tell you I am a muslim. But I really hate what the terrist doing!! Are they really muslim?? They claimed to be religious, maybe they are. But they are such ignorant and bloody!! No one religion should teach ppl to be against others. If so, I would rather go down to the hell than to submit!!
For a very long time I hadnt follow the news, but when I turn on the TV, there was the same!!! Same tragedy, same blood, same shame…
Any way, welcome to China!!! I am leaving for my home town Luoyang which is in the central China, but I will be back to Shanghai in 5 months, and then I will work here. So if you come here, I will be honored to entertain you! And I plan to work at Beijing around 2008.
ttyl!
i remember you.
thanks for saying hello