August 26, 2005






  • Poetry From 2004 + a new one written this morning 


    “Disaster: A Reality Show”
    Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
    © January 16th, 2004 7:29 p.m. pst


    Arcane Wisdom heralded doom,
    Falling into pits of hellish random violence
    Burning flesh and retribution reach.
    Man didn’t learn though.
    Arcane wisdom failed to teach
    Him, and dark ages fell
    Even spiritual redemption failed to tell
    Him what he always knew but never realized.
    He survived countless wars,
    If he didn’t get himself killed
    He dominated the earth, and collected the prize
    The cost was too much,
    Religion, Trade,
    Wars and Technology
    Caused much pain in the end, not to man but
    To Mother Earth
    Now News shows tell us night and day
    Someone shot somebody else
    Somebody blew themselves up in a bus station
    Mad Cows are everywhere
    The terror alert is on orange
    The killer bees are coming
    Nothing we eat is safe
    The ozone layer is almost gone
    The plankton are dying and the seas are rising
    The eskimos are perishing of radiation poisoning
    And we’re all going to die
    As usual



    “The Website “
    Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
    © January 22th, 2004 7:55 p.m. pst


    Gasp, the     
    URL
    triggered…..ad pop-ups for a domain name seller????
            it was gone…
        a universe in wondered verse
        and sights to see so stellar….
    In the blink of an eye one dies,
    But art should never disappear.
    And creativity should never have a seller
    In an age when Homestead sells photo storage
    And journalists all have personal blogs online
    Where souls have tried to communicate across
    the abyss of planetary vastness through
    the communication links of the great internetal community,
    Only to have to see their “digital lifework”go offline….
    Gasp,  I can’t still believe it’s so…
         A treasure, a family’s memories, memories of
            lost loved ones, and of fulfilling times
         A treasure shared by many including me.
    It’s like a house I used to visit many times
    Has been knocked down….
    And a hole is left
    Where a whole lot of love used to be.


    For Sheryl




    “Typewriter with Pictures”
    Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
    ©  Sunday, February 22nd, 2004 4:45 a.m. pst


    It always happens the same way,
    No matter whether with a pen, or whether with a keyboard
    Sometimes the words will out with ease,
    And the couplets release on their own, if you please
    Sometimes the words would get stuck in the mind
    And the pen would choke leaving inspiration behind


    As I conjure up the typewriter with pictures
    Now it’s a little bit different
    The poetry happens in notepad these days
    A benificent typewriter overlaid
    On a wondrous portal sending memories to heaven
    And somewhat hopefully satisfying the
    dreams of the masses as they worship
    In the bower of electronic kinship


    The words are now blinks on a screen
    All the thoughts, words, wishes, dreams and desires.
    Words on the screen can be moved around with ease
    Stanzas “inserted” or thoughts removed with delete keys
    But behind the wall of the light green page
    Another window shows me the mind of ev’ry internet sage


    As I conjure up the typewriter with pictures
    I sometimes feel like a god
    Overseeing the creations and the responses
    Eternity’s future laid out before me
    On a wondrous portal sending memories to heaven
    And somewhat hopefully becoming the
    Conduit through with which understanding
    Shall finally join the brethren into banding


    To create on the typewriter with pictures
    To worship through the typewriter with pictures
    To see the thoughts as they are thought
    And to move them all around in cyberspace
    Wouldst that only man would realize his fate
    And look into the typewriter with pictures
    Before it’s too late
    And realize through this he might
    look into humanity’s face




    “Where Jesus Walks”
    Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
    ©  April 5th , 2004 8:54 p.m. pdt



    I read the news again today
    Snapshots of a world gone astray
    Lost and lonely pleas for sanity
    Overstuffed political vanity
    Gruesome images
    And terrible words
    Insane retribution
    Completely absurd
    It’s all too much, too overbearing
    Has humanity lost the need for caring?
    I seem to have read the same news before
    Calamitous carnage, seared through the core
    Will Jesus be welcome when he returns?
    Will he witness strife as mankind burns?
    Peace be with my savior
    As I offer my hand
    For I don’t have any answers
    But I’ve got to make a stand
    Where Jesus Walks we must be aware
    We must have a heart, and we must truly care
    Where Jesus Walks is a world torn apart
    A world needing hope,
    A world shaking new start.
    I read the news again today
    Where Jesus Walks the lambs and lions play




    “Existential Depression”
    Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri
    ©  Friday, August 26, 2005 4:40 a.m. pdt



    It used to be hard
    now is it easy
    ?
    Memorials, testimonials, territorial comeuppance
    Peacemeal settings unsubstantiated
    The spinning globe gets a hiccup
    hundreds of thousands perish
    as it is ever shall it be
    and God forgive a wretch like me


    the days portend
    or do they only pretend
    ?
    Slippages in time’s ever changing ritual
    Burning ashes washing clean
    My poor planet aches incredible
    people carry on wholesale
    as it was can it survive
    willing history dead or alive


    It used to be hard
    now I succumb daily
    yes
    newsprint on the hands
    dripping like broken bloodvessels
    into the ether of existence
    cry to Heaven with a purpose
    open mouthed and ready
    for
    existential
    depression
    to
    depart


    but
    never does the
    ecstasy
    and fullness
    start


    It used to be hard
    now it is easy
    ?
    ?
    too easy to shed
    an ocean for humanity
    again





    BEHIND THE POETRY: 1.”Disaster: A Reality Show” is one of a series of “political” poems I wrote in 2003 and 2004 detailing the rapid slide of mankind throughout history, and the title refers of course to the “ultimate reality show” which plays out for us each and every day. The conclusion, “And we’re all going to die, as usual” is not meant as a depressing coda. Death is the doorway to the Universal Mind, and the “answer” to the “question” of life. The “disaster” is what mankind does to his planet while living here in the corporeal realm. 2. “The Website”. I “met” Sheryl and her husband online in 1999 when I entered the “ElectricPoetry” website in “The Site Fights” competition. She had a wonderful family website. Her husband died of a brain aneurism at age 37, prompting my poem, “SoulGrief” which I post in comments on Xanga blogs when someone blogs about a death in the family. Even after her hubby died, her website lived on, but one day the money ran out, she couldn’t afford the maintenance of the site, I went to “visit” one day and the site was gone, prompting the poem. 3. “Typewriter with Pictures” is my euphemism for the computer, and this poem deals with a lot of my current themes of interaction with the global community, and perhaps the straightening up of mass global society through truth and communication on the internet. 4. “Where Jesus Walks” was inspired by a viewing of Mel Gibson’s “The Passion of the Christ” in early 2004. It has appeared on this blog before, in July 2004. 5. “Existential Depression” is one I just wrote. This year I haven’t written as many poems as in 2004, when I turned out a “whopping” (for me, anyway) 58 pieces. So far this year, I have penned merely 22, including this one, although “The Cycle of Abuse” contains seven individual poems.






     

Comments (17)

  • Dear Mike:

    Two poems struck me most today: “Where Jesus Walks” and “Disaster: A Reality Show.” (Where Jesus walks gave me shivers… it made me think of the “Left Behind” series by Tim LeHaye and Jerry B. Jenkins which I read with great addiction until I ran out of books! I would highly suggest this series… I do not go to church, nor have I ever, and yet these books still captivated me for 3 years!!)I think this is because of the post I made last night regarding whether or not it is selfish of me to bring a child into today’s world… it seemed almost a coincidence that you would post these two poems at the same time! The world is truly becoming such an awful place, it makers one wonder what the future holds, especially for a tiny, innocent babe just making an entrance…

    I apologize for having not been around to catch up lately, but as you can well imagine, at 38 weeks pregnant I am extremely fatigued… lazy is a better word perhaps? LOL My house is clean, but certainly not as spotless as I like it… and I have to drag myself out of the house to make an appearance in public. Goodness I still only have half of my stuff packed for the hospital! My energy just seems to have disappeared into some unknown place… hopefully it will return in time for the wee fella to arrive. I imagine I will need lots of energy eh? :O)

    I am just preparing for my 38 week doctor’s appt in an hour, so I must go now… I’ll return later to read through the posts I have not been keeping up with! I’ll be posting an update about the appt later on, so feel free to check in in a couple of hours to see if there is any baby news! :O)

    Sincerely,
    Dezz

  • Hi Mike,

    I can’t begin to say how much I enjoyed following you into your realm of love, pain and all those unique emotions in between. You have an uncanny way with the written word as you take the reader with you on your journey of a sometime world of empty steps and borrowed time, what I often call “life.” You also write from many perspectives, as do I, which brings a multi-facted twist to how we view life…very poignant with much to ponder.

    I wish you a happy day and also thanks for your visits to my blog as well. Take care my friend…chat soon.

    hugs,
    paulygrl 

  • Ooops, Mike, I forgot to tell you something I have learned and as a writer you may be able to relate…

    My running years have taught me that in the act of writing a recovery takes place, and in the telling the writer becomes the survivor. I know this has held true for me and perhaps for you as well, even though you are not as old as me.

    sorry for the long, two posts, my forgetfulness must have been a senior moment…lolol…hugs,

    paulygrl

  • Dear Mike,

    I really enjoyed your poetry, especially “The Website” and “Where Jesus Walks”. Very descriptive. I’ll have to check out some of your older writings. I’m not the most computer-literate person so I haven’t yet to venture off the main page. I’m afraid I’ll get lost! :shysmile:

    Thanks,
    Suzanne

  • Your usual superlative poetry, Mike.  I recall a couple of these, particularly “Typewriter with Pictures.”  Love your poetry.

  • The Cycle of Abuse, those 5 are very good, Sad and true. I loved the first here,  Disaster: A Reality Show.. makes me think of all the natural disasters happening , hurricanes, floods, earthquakes ect.

    I liked The Website , so sad to see all that gone when you go to the url .

    I wanted to ask you a question, I may be wrong , but I think I remember you saying you don’t beleive in God, and if it was you , as I read so many blogs, maybe confused, if it was you , I was wondering about all your references to Jesus. And if it was not you , I aplologize.

    May I ask my daughter to post the poem you wrote on Cycle of Abuse about the cutting on her xanga? With your name ect. of course on the poem. Maybe it will help some of the cutters  think . It’s rapidly growing . Some do it to feel , cope and sometimes I think it becomes an addiction of sorts. I don’t fully understand the cutters, but I know they are not to be made fun of as many do on  the interent. (not you of course)

    Have a nice weekend.

    Peace and Love:)

  • Mike, today I just enjoyed coming to your Xanga and reading your poetry. I must say I did it with a lozy attitude because I thought far too much this week. I read it and just felt it…and I saw something in the rythm of your writing…the movement and resonance of the ideas. :shysmile:

  • “The Website” … as much as I love the technology of today and the ease of using it in the process of creation, just as one’s thoughts disappear forever with the end of life, so do the cyberthoughts disappear with the end of a hosting subscription. There is still nothing like good old pen and paper! Enjoyed reading your work, as always. Hope you are well. :)

  • i would rather have one long comment from you than have you first, second, third, or even farther down the list. i think my favorite of these is your most recent one. i like the fact that it talks about how easy it is to lose your humanity!

  • Dear Mr. BaldMike,

    I am the owner of the Featured_Grownups site, and I started the Grownups with Content Blogring.  Thank you for you comment, and the support for what we are trying to do. 

    We (myself and other Grownups in the blogring) understand that Featured Content has become something opposite of what it is meant to be, and decided that it was time the Grownups had a place to go to find new sites with worthwhile content, geared towards other adults.

    We have had alot of success with the idea, and it is a quickly growing blogring.  I also believe that the members are very dedicated to reading and commenting the sites of all the members, unlike many other blogrings that people join and then never go back to visit other members.

    There really is no special way it works.  There are no rules or format, and we don’t have a schedule of events.  This upcoming theme, “My Hometown” was just suggested by one of the members of the ring, so we decided to try to pull it off.  It’s not manditory, but the other members that have done themes with us in the past, know how much fun they are. 

    Stop back and visit, we’d love to hear more from you! 

    Sincerely,

    ~D~ (p8indme and Featured_Grownups)

  • De nada, I was just being a wiseass. And as for the comments? I’m a workblogger with too much free time (digital film editing, leaves me open for plenty of free time, and solitare just sucks ass after you’ve beaten it so many times Carl Sagan’s son owes me money for not being able to figure it out. Wow that sentence was rambly.)

    I mean, I write some ‘good entries’ but I ain’t the best writer on xanga. I just try to change Featured into a better place. Or at least more interesting.

    BXU certainly has a pornography for art dealing going on, I admit. But I’m not one to judge that…wait! I am.

    They just put me in charge. I might have to clear out all the wannabe badass outlaws in favor of the real writers, if we’re to make a change.

    Xanga politics are a cynical and wearying business. Makes me feel twice as old.

    I suck at long comments late at night. F’give me.

  • Enjoy your poetry. Interesting perceptions. Much appreciation for sharing these!

  • Thanks for taking the time to read my site.  I’ve added you to my protected list, there’s so much more that’s protected on my site then not.   Have a great weekend, and again, thanks! 

    And, you’re poetry is great!  Loved reading it….

    ~D~

  • thanks mike for connecting w/that story and feeling some of the hurt i was feeling from the news. joseph is one of my kids from new jersey. but the bad news is that the bloods and the peoples have inflitrated almost the entire country… and that doesn’t even speak to the new gang from latin america that is making the news or the asian gangs (who still are mostly doing asian on asian crimes and so are mostly ignored by the press). they are in the suburbs, the rural towns, and cities who have never seen much gang crime are seeing an uprise in it. they are becoming such a part of american life that when i walked into Kolh’s to buy a shirt, i saw shirts w/gangs markings on them that would get a kid killed if he wore them in the wrong part of town. ignorance is fatal here. i guess i’m over the hurt part and moved to anger part today. :eek:

  • :goodjob: :coolman: Hi,Michael,

        Thanks for visiting my site! I was very exciting when I was reading your comment! Now I return and I am sure I will follow you~!

    I love reading your poetry! Some of the words inspired me a lot!! Blew me out of water in fact!! But it pulled me into the reality again. I could tell you I am a muslim. But I really hate what the terrist doing!! Are they really muslim?? They claimed to be religious, maybe they are. But they are such ignorant and bloody!! No one religion should teach ppl to be against others. If so, I would rather go down to the hell than to submit!!

    For a very long time I hadnt follow the news, but when I turn on the TV, there was the same!!! Same tragedy, same blood, same shame…

    Any way, welcome to China!!! I am leaving for my home town Luoyang which is in the central China, but I will be back to Shanghai in 5 months, and then I will work here. So if you come here, I will be honored to entertain you! And I plan to work at Beijing around 2008.

    ttyl!

  • i remember you.

    thanks for saying hello

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